BABY BOY.......what??????????!!!!!!!!!

SO here is an interesting update. I cant believe this but we might be having a boy. I mean I felt like it was gonna be a boy from the very beginning. It's still not 100% yet but the ultrasound woman told us that it looks like a boy. I am soooo happy. I mean not just that it may be a boy but because seeing the baby today was sooooo freaking amazing. He's actually in there. He's 5oz already. Just seeing his full body and watching his heartbeat and his chest rise up and down from him breathing in and out was truly amazing. And getting to hear his heartbeat. Wow....I am so grateful. This baby is truly a blessing. I truly feel like he was given to us. I have never been  in this constant state of stress-freeness in my life.

Which leads me to start to mention. My husband takes really good care of me. I mean because of him I dont worry about much. All our bills are paid and my depression that I used to suffer with has gone away. He is an amazing man and I thank Jehovah for him everyday. I prayed for a man that fits the mold of my husband jehovah gave him to me. My life is a pure example that Jehovah is real and our one and true father and is always there for us no matter what. There is good in the world in Jehovah and as long as you believe in him he will be there for you. I feel so loved right now....its amazing. I have never felt this way before in my life!