What's Bothering Me Right at this Moment.
Ok...so I don't really want to talk about this but I feel as if I have to. What's bothering me at this very moment is my Sister. I have no problem what her problem with me is but she has been completely ignoring me and it kind of hurts my feelings. She's always saying that she don't talk to me much because she's working but I know that is not the case. I know for a fact that when she sees me calling her just hits the FU button on me. I mean I can see I did something to her but I didn't. I don't even see her much. I live 2.5 hours away and I used to live 10 hours away.
Now that I think of it ....she has changed completely ever since I got married and really changed after she found out we were going to be having another baby. I mean what the F? She should be there for me in my time of need, not turn her back on me. Oh and as for my mother....her excuse for my sister acting the way she been acting is that she don't like talking about the baby all the time. I mean seriously!!! Are you kidding me? I don't even talk about the baby until she brings her up in the conversation so that theory of my mom's is out. Now that I'm thinking.....is that how my mom feels when I'm talking to her? Is it her who don't want to talk about the baby? Why is that? I don't get it. I mean now that I'm happy about having another baby everyone is not supporting me. I mean I am married to a wonderful husband this time around and he is already a great father to my daughter. Everyone should be happy. And because of my husband I can be a stay at home mom while I'm working on finally completing my education. My husband is so supportive. They should be happy for me. Seemed like they was more thrilled when I had my daughter at age 16 and not married with a guy who left us and never wanted to take care of her. If that's the case then that's messed up. That's all I have to say for now. That's whats been on my mind.
Now that I think of it ....she has changed completely ever since I got married and really changed after she found out we were going to be having another baby. I mean what the F? She should be there for me in my time of need, not turn her back on me. Oh and as for my mother....her excuse for my sister acting the way she been acting is that she don't like talking about the baby all the time. I mean seriously!!! Are you kidding me? I don't even talk about the baby until she brings her up in the conversation so that theory of my mom's is out. Now that I'm thinking.....is that how my mom feels when I'm talking to her? Is it her who don't want to talk about the baby? Why is that? I don't get it. I mean now that I'm happy about having another baby everyone is not supporting me. I mean I am married to a wonderful husband this time around and he is already a great father to my daughter. Everyone should be happy. And because of my husband I can be a stay at home mom while I'm working on finally completing my education. My husband is so supportive. They should be happy for me. Seemed like they was more thrilled when I had my daughter at age 16 and not married with a guy who left us and never wanted to take care of her. If that's the case then that's messed up. That's all I have to say for now. That's whats been on my mind.
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