Finally the BIG day is HERE!!!

So tomorrow my husband and I will be going in for my 3rd and final C-section. We get to finally meet our little boy. I hope all goes well. I'm nerve about the surgery which is normal. I'm even more worried about my youngest daughter and being without her. She hasn't been without me for any extended period of time and my mom and sis is gonna watch but she doesn't really know them because we live 3 hours away and she don't see them much. I don't want her to be sad. Just thinking about her waking up without me makes me want to cry. I can't wait to get this all over with so I can come back home and get into a routine again. I work well with a routine. I'm happy that once again my husband will be by my side the ENTIRE time. He's such a great man. I can't wait to meet my little boy. I wonder what he's gonna look like. Well this time tomorrow I will finally see lol. Wow now I'm scared.

If anything is to happen to me I'm glad my husband adopted my oldest daughter and is legally her father now. That takes a lot of worry out of me. I can't believe as of tomorrow I will have 3 kids. That's crazy.