I wish...I will

I wish to not feel so lost in the world. I wish to find my place. I wish to know exactly what my purpose in the world is. I wish to be able to go to bed each night and feel accomplished like I actually have done something meaningful.

There is only one thing holding me back and it's the most obvious set back. All the dreams I have for myself and the ones I hope for my daughter as well as future children are all coming back to one factor.....me. I am my own set back. Time waits for no one and I am aging with each passing year. I am already 24 and my life has been uneventful. It ends now. All of my wishes will be fulfilled and I WILL turn my life around.