Just my thoughts....

It's 8:30 in the morning and I'm sitting here at the edge of my bed in front of the fan with one leg in the bed and under the cover and the other on the floor. My husband is sleeping next to me and my dog is playing with the chew toy I just made for him from the craps of the ruffle strip I just cut off of my dress. My baby is fast asleep in her room. Everyone is still sleeping on this Monday morning because Its labor day and school isn't in session and there are no loads for my husband to deliver because everywhere is closed.

I'm setting her wondering When will I finally be able to live my life. For as long as I can remember I have been someone's mother and now I'm someone's wife. I chose the life I have but I need more. I'm only 24 years old. When can I start achieving my goals. It's funny because I have been in college non stop ever since I graduated high school and up until almost 2 years ago now that I know what I want to do finally...I'm having a hard time going back to school because of the money I done wasted. Well I haven't wasted it completely. I mean I have like 48 credits to show for it and I can actually get them transferred because I went to good schools. Like Bellarmine University, Spalding University, and the University of Kentucky.

I really want to start my career and add to our money pot. I mean My husband makes enough money where I don't have to work but I want a career. And I want to be able to go on vacations once or twice a year. Adding more money to our money pot will allow us to do that comfortably.

Hopefully I will be able to go back to school this coming January. Also, I'm looking for a rental home. I hate moving lol.