What's the point

Sometimes....I think to myself....what's the point to all of this? I mean of course when I was young all I could think about was school, my baby (yeah I had her young), and being with the one I thought I was in love with (first love wasn't real love AT ALL!!!). As I had all those distractions I never had the time to notice the things I notice now.

The world is so corrupt. Everyone is out for themselves and money rules all and Satan rules this world. Everyone is so quick to blame Jehovah God but never want to place blame on Satan. What is wrong with people. Can't they see that Satan is the root of all evil and misery. If anything you should be thanking God because He is the one who helps you deal with the things Satan throws your way.

I can't wait til this world is put to an end even though I know I won't make it and I don't deserve to make it through. It all just needs to stop. Too much is going on. Satan has done way too much. This is not the world I want my kids to live in. This IS hell! Look around!