Let IT GO!!!!
I have a new lease on life. I finally discovered that I was searching for something that I was never going to find. And that was acceptance and validation. Unfortunately it took me 33 years to reach this conclusion. I wasted 33 years of my life being unhappy and feeling like I would never be complete. I wasted time searching for validation and acceptance as if it could change the past and everything I have been through. I don't need any of that. I realized that I HAVE everything I need from the people that matters TODAY. I have acceptance, validation, and unconditional love from the people that matter in my life. I don't need to seek that out from people who don't contribute to my life in any way. The past is the past and I am finally ready to leave it all behind. This new revelation came across me like a breath of fresh air. Like I opened my eyes for the first time in my life. Like I unloaded a ton of baggage off my back and I finally...FINALLY feel free. Let the toxicit...